A dream of cave woman

We have never could plan what we want to dream in our sleep.
It will happen randomly.
Yesterday, an ugly girl was dreaming.
She walked in nice place with someone that called prince. He was handsome and humble.
She was an ugly duck without tail. The prince was a handsome peacock.
They sat and ate lunch in a place called mountain of light. After that they talked and became happy.
At that time, in her dream, she was being a child again. A child who was happy because found new friend.
Long time before, this child was an adult and stayed inside dark cave in loneliness. She built the cave to be comfortable place but none came. She kept lonely. She spent the days inside the cave with working and working, till the cave being a palace, but still no one came.
Then she decided out of cave for seeing the world outside. Then, she met with this handsome prince. They were happy like story book children. Walking through the small rain, hand in hand, across the meadow, she felt like being in a wonderland, where's nothing planned, for tomorrow.
But something happened, she was without intending ruined the happiness. The prince was angry to her and decide to not talk to her anymore. She was sad and cried in her silent. In her sadness she closed her eyes.
When she opened her eyes, she was in her bed, still in her cave, lonely, and she is an adult. Then she smiled, she knew she was dreaming. But she said grateful to universe for the meeting even only in her dream.

Lies beyond lies

Do not worry...
I have deleted all our chat tracks..
I know you and her having special relationship, more than a friend...

Me, only one shelter you stop by when rain come. I may not hope having big wish.

While you said will go here and there, I know you said in fear. She's standing there behind you.

Dont worry, your lie has erased by the rain. And I am the rain....

ENVY

I was so envy watching so many people being happy outside of mine
I wish I was them
I wish I was them

Suami yang selingkuh

Istri-istri...ada tips nih...

1. Kalo suami gak mau selingkuh, service dia secara memuaskan, cobain deh semua ramuan galian rapet... wkwkwkwk

2. Kalo suami gak mau selingkuh, sanjung ia seperti raja.. pasti dia males untuk melirik wanita lain yang tidak menyanjungnya.

3. Kalo suami gak mau selingkuh, jangan tuntut dia dengan materi macem-macem yang dia gak mampu memenuhinya.

4, Kalo suami gak mau selingkuh, hargai jerih payahnya sedikit apapun.

5. Kalo suami gak mau selingkuh, jaga rumah tangga baik-baik supaya gak ada celah orang ketiga bisa masuk rumah, jagain deh tuh pintu rumah supaya suami tidak membukakan pintu buat tamu tak diundang.

tapiii... kalau suami udah terlanjur selingkuh..

1. tanya suami, apa kekuarangan dirimu, sehingga suami merasa lebih nyaman dengan wanita lain

2. perbailki dirimu, dan meminta suami untuk tidak melakukan perselingkuhan lagi

3. mulailah lebih menyayangi dan menghormati suamimu

tapii kalo udah melakukan 3 tips di atas suami masih aja selingkuh....

1. udah doain aja supaya suami kapok

2. kalo masih gak kapok, tinggalin aja suami kayak gitu, cari suami baru yang lebih setia :))

demikian tips dari saya, dipake syukur, tidak dipake juga gak apa-apa.

Aneh!!

ada orang gila nelponin saya mulu...
yang lebih lucu itu orang gila minta saya menghapus apa saja yang udah saya publish di blog..

Helllooooooowwwww....
anda siapa yaaaa?
apa hak anda meminta saya untuk menghapus apa saja yang mau saya tulis di blog saya sendiri?
saya tidak pernah merujuk buat siapapun... apa saya menyebut nama seseorang???

kebebasan berpikir saya menandakan saya masih hidup... dan tulisan saya berlaku universal, bukan untuk orang tertentu atau individu tertentu...

saya mau menulis apapun terserah saya dong...
kenapa situ jadi yang sewot yaa...

aneh!

dasar orang gila!!

sama anehnya dengan berita di bawah...

Do you want to know a secret?

Hey kamu..
Mau tahu sebuah rahasia?
Beneran mau tahu?
Tapi janji jangan marah dulu yaa...
Beneran jangan marah dulu...
Janji juga kamu gak bakal marahin dia, suamimu...
Beneran? Mau mau tahu?
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.... ehhhmmm....
.... mikir-mikir...
.... bilang kamu gak ya?...
Baik lah... aku akan bilang...
....
....
Jangan kaget ya...
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....
Setelah hampir 3 tahun pisah, suamimu balikan sama aku... beneran... dia tidak bisa melupakan aku... dia masih sayang sama aku...
Katanya aku pemicu semangatnya...
Ada aku bikin dia rajin kerja...
Dan katanya.... dia udah gak mau pusing dgn kamu... kalo kamu minta cerai, dia pasti ceraikan kamu kok...
Tapi aku yakin kamu gak akan minta cerai, karena kamu kan tergantung banget sama income suami kamu... iya kan...
Selama kamu bisa peras suami kamu, pasti tdk akan ada kata cerai dari mulutmu...
Jadi...
Ya itu rahasiaku... suamimu kembali ke aku... dia pengen banget ke aku..
Kasihan ya udah bertahun-tahun gak bisa lupa sama aku...
Simpan rahasiaku baik-baik yaa..
Jangan marahin dia, suamimu...

KESEPIAN

Jiwaku selalu sepi dan kesepian..
Suara-suara yang bergaung di relung hatiku, bertanya sendiri, menjawab sendiri..
Ketika suara-suara itu hilang, jiwaku kosong, hatiku kosong, otakku kosong...
Aku kesepian...
Aku sendirian...
Tiada yang bisa kuajak berbagi...
Aku sendirian... kesepian...
Aku terbunuh oleh keadaan, aku terbantai oleh jaman...
Aku kesepian dalam kematian...
Aku kesepian...